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1. |
I Don't Wanna
03:11
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[Intro - Distorted “Feel” Hook]
Drugs don’t take the pain away
I don’t wanna feel, pour me shots ‘till I pass out
And if I get high, I’ma hide out the passenger side
And just fade away, take the pain away
I don’t wanna feel
*pill bottle rattles*
[Adlibs]
Oh Oooh Oh Ohhh
Oh Oooh Oh Ohhh
Oh Oooh Oh Ohhh
I Don’t Wanna Feel
[Myer - to self]
Passenger Side
I numb myself to the feeling of you
[Adlibs]
Oh Oooh Oh Ohhh
Oh Oooh Oh Ohhh
Oh Oooh Oh Ohhh
I Don’t Wanna Feel
*scissors*
[Myer - to self]
I can’t do this anymore
I can’t do this anymore
I fucking can’t do this anymore
[Adlibs]
Oh Oooh Oh Ohhh
Oh Oooh Oh Ohhh
Oh Oooh Oh Ohhh
I Don’t Wanna Feel
[Myer - to audience]
They say you either die a hero
Or live long enough to see yourself become the villain
But listen
I think a lot of us expected me to die this year
But I’m alive
So if the shoe fits
*laughs*
[Adlibs]
Oh Oooh Oh Ohhh
Oh Oooh Oh Ohhh
Oh Oooh Oh Ohhh
Not At All
Nothin’ At, Nothin’ At All
Nothin’ At, Nothin’ At All
I Don’t Wanna Feel
[Verse 1]
When I make it big, I’ma roll up to the grammies and I’ll rent a whole row, I can sit the fuck alone
Dress in all black with two combats boots and a big ‘fuck you’ on my grill and in my tone
Walk up to the stage I’ma take that trophy & I’ll sell it for the gold, build centres for the poor
Break off every homie with business of they own, ‘for I barricade myself with a pistol in my home
*gun cocks*
[Myer]
I’m gonna do it!
*gun shot*
[Adlib]
I DONT WANNA
[Verse 1 - Continue’d]
I don’t like the world I’m in
I don’t wanna hurt again
I been like a nervous wreck
Brought up by the bourbon, yeah
Chain smoking in between a Heineken and tryna calm my nerves again
I pop another Percocet
*Whoop*
Pop another Percocet
Poppa getting worried ‘bout his kid
I just buried my one best friend and now I gotta go bury my own own mom
So don’t talk to me ‘bout how the world get
[Gang Vocals]
Fuck you know ‘bout it?
[Verse 1 - Continue’d]
I ain’t even twenty yet
I’m high and a degenerate
I’m trying not to feel
I wanna die and I nearly did
Mixing three different white lines
Got the whites of my eyes tryna reel it in
[Friend]
C’mon, Wake Up!
[Verse 1 - Continue’d]
What a time to be livin’ in
What a time to be tired of livin’ in
I’m sittin’ bench side, watchin’ shots I didn’t attempt
Make careers that shoulda been mine by 26
[Gang Vocals]
Shiiiiiit
[Verse 1 - Continue’d]
Shifty past in my Whiskey flask
Life’s highway, drunk, with that rear view cracked
I was “Ready to Die”
Blood trickled, mixed with that 5th of Grants
Splashin’ in the bath
Hatin’ on me, they wish me bad
Praying “lord take him, bring Miller back!”
Listen, I outlived the competition, thinkin’ I can live with that
[Ad-lib]
Can you?
[Verse 1 - Continue’d]
This for anyone who thinkin’ they should end it
Bet I recognize the feeling when you felt it
Tunnel vision, you can’t even send no one message
You don’t want be a burden, thinkin’ everyone is selfish
And they never gonna let up
Now the pressure in your chest is gettin’ heavy by the minute
You know ever since a kid, you never really got a leg up
And your parents fucked your head up
And you givin’ em your best and all you ever get is stepped on
All you ever get is shit on
[Myer]
Why Me?
[Verse 1 - Continue’d
Thoughts spinning by the minute, admit it
You never really stood a chance in this life
Answer this, right now
Do you value this life?
We could really end it all now, here, tonight
Pow Pow Pow
*Gun Shots*
[Outro]
Never felt like I fit in
Childhood trauma too vivid
Fuck it, I’ll play the villain
Let everyone else play the victim
Not All Heroes Wear Capes
[Adlibs]
Not all heroes wear capes, yeah
Not all heroes wear capes, yeah
Not all heroes wear capes, no
Not all heroes wear capes, yeah
Not all heroes wear capes, yeah
Not all heroes wear capes
Oh oh oh oh
[Adlibs]
Oh Oooh Oh Ohhh
Oh Oooh Oh Ohhh
Oh Oooh Oh Ohhh
I Don’t Wanna Feel
[Adlibs]
Oh Oooh Oh Ohhh
Oh Oooh Oh Ohhh
Oh Oooh Oh Ohhh
I Don’t Wanna Feel
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[Andrew Cameron]
All the way down
Falling all the way down
[Myer Clarity]
Popped a Xan in the women’s room
Numb to our feelings filling our cup but its never full
You fixed your lipstick & I was watching the minutes lull
Two cynical loners looking for love in the company of the miserable
A living rendition of Sid & Nancy
Only hear the bass through the wall as we sit here dancing
Splash a little water on my face I’m feeling antsy
Hit the dance floor, our vision moving at half-speed
All black everything, wallet chains, patches
Save these ‘sweet nothings’ for the back seat of taxis
Her playing footsie, demon playing handsy
Trading every scar, scab, stick ’n poke to match me
Roaming down town bumming smokes off of strangers
Liquor in our blood out weigh the socially anxious
Anxious
I’m depressed, you depressed
We make a beautiful mess
Looked into your two pupils and said
[Andrew Cameron]
Pray my eyes turn back to brown
Nothing in the mirror now
I can’t go nowhere but down
Pray this night won’t turn to day
I just wanted time away
And now
I can’t go nowhere but down
Let’s go all the way down
Falling all the way down
I can’t go nowhere but down
[Myer Clarity]
Suicide notes written on cocktail napkins
Initials keyed in the stall of many dive bar bathrooms
Your eyes shimmer under neon lights flashing
Faded in the Uber, listening to words from the pastor
Turning water to wine, turn a rock to a line
Rock bottoms to highs & boredom to a good time
Our love will be the death of us
I’m 92, you 93, save you a seat in the 27 club
We intertwined
Kiss my bloodied up knuckles
I kiss the cuts on your inner thighs
We filthy, we pretty
You fuck me like you wish you could kill me
Public, private, no limit, anyway you can get me
Kiss me with lips full of whiskey
Having too good a time to be thinking about tomorrow
I know I should sober up but I’m happy and I don’t want to
Fuck normal
I’m depressed, you depressed
We make a beautiful mess
Looking at my blackened pupils she said
[Andrew Cameron]
Pray my eyes turn back to brown
Nothing in the mirror now
I can’t go nowhere but down
Pray this night won’t turn to day
I just wanted time away
and now
I can’t go nowhere but down
Let’s go all the way down
Falling all the way down
I can’t go nowhere but down
[Myer Clarity]
Ash tray looking fuller these days
In a pad with where the windows always dull and its grey
Fam says that we been pulling away, wouldn’t you say?
We only feeling the vibe, we only fuck with today
We gonna live for forever
We gonna drink till we better
Each morning under the weather
We weathered, run down and tattered
So whats it matter to you, we just do what we do
We addicts
Romanticizing the tragic
We advocates of the savage
You told me it was the last of it
You call me out for everything you do and thats the facts of it
You ratchet, I’m ratchet
You batshit, I’m batshit
We evenly matched
Tug of war for the last to relapse
Cleaned up, you dragged me right back
My anxiety is feeding your anxiety
You call me a piece of shit but I ain’t take it personal
Fuck the world with you
Worsen me, I worsen you
But life without you isn’t worth it so
I’m willing to die to keep us immortal girl
[Andrew Cameron]
Pray my eyes turn back to brown
Nothing in the mirror now
I can’t go nowhere but down
[Both]
Pray this night won’t turn to day
I just wanted time away
And now
I can’t go nowhere but down
[Andrew Cameron]
Let’s go
All the way down
Falling all the way down
I can’t go nowhere but down
[Andrew Cameron vocalizing]
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3. |
Dead Inside
02:39
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[Pre-Chorus]
Look me in the eye, see I’m dead on the inside
Girl, I know your type, know you’re down for a long night
F-F-Four in the morning, hit my cell with no invite
And I’ll be there with a grin like
[Chorus]
Look me in the eye, see I’m dead on the inside
Look-Look me in the eye, see I’m dead on the inside
Look me in the eye, see I’m dead on the inside
D-D-Dead on the inside
Dead on the inside
[Verse One]
Can’t take me anywhere
Can’t take it anymore
You call me just to tell me that you wish that I was never ever born
Cause I was never ever born
Loving me is holding hands with a ghost
Turn a mood swing to a greatest hits catalogue
One about depression and the one about the alcohol
The devil getting worried, he wonder why I haven’t called
Told me “go to hell”, I asked you what your address was
[Pre-Chorus]
Look me in the eye, see I’m dead on the inside
Girl, I know your type, know you’re down for a long night
Four in the morning, hit my cell with no invite
And I’ll be there with a grin like
[Chorus]
Look me in the eye, see I’m dead on the inside
Look-Look me in the eye, see I’m dead on the inside
Look me in the eye, see I’m dead on the inside
D-D-Dead on the inside
Dead on the inside
And girl you so sweet
You say you’ll pray for me
But I’m broken inside
There ain’t no saving me
[Post Hook]
Oooooh Oooooh Ooooh
There ain’t no saving me
Oooooh oooooh oooooh
So don’t you pray for me
[Verse Two]
Depression on replay, seen this manic episode
The girl runs away, the protagonist won’t let her go
A fight breaks out, girl drama to a metronome
The good guy dies and the animated credits roll
[Pre-Chorus]
Look me in the eye, see I’m dead on the inside
Girl, I know your type, know you’re down for a long night
Four in the morning, hit my cell with no invite
And I’ll be there with a grin like
[Chorus]
Look me in the eye, see I’m dead on the inside
Look-Look me in the eye, see I’m dead on the inside
Look me in the eye, see I’m dead on the inside
D-D-Dead on the inside
Dead on the inside
[Low Pitch]
So Sweet
[Chorus]
And girl you so sweet
You’ll say you’ll pray for me
[Low Pitch]
Don’t Pray For Me
[Chorus]
But I’m broken inside
There ain’t no saving me
[Adlib]
Ohhh Ohhh
Ohhhh Ohhh Ohhh
[Chorus]
Look me in the eye, see I’m dead on the inside
Look-Look me in the eye, see I’m dead on the inside
Look me in the eye, see I’m dead on the inside
D-D-Dead on the inside
Dead on the inside
And girl you so sweet
You’ll say you’ll pray for me
But I’m broken inside
There ain’t no saving me
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4. |
Tatted On Me
03:13
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[Intro]
Oh man
Yo what time is it
What time did we get in last night?
Yo what the fuck?
Did I just get this shit tattoo'd on me?
I fuck around and get it
Tatted on me
Just another name I ain’t gotta explain
I fuck around and get it
Tatted on me
Ain’t nothing to me I got a hundred of these
I fuck around and get it
Tatted on me, on me
Fuck around and get it
Tatted on me, on me
Fuck around and get it
Tatted on me, on me
Fuck around and get it
Fuck around and get it
Ou oh oh
She love the tattoos on my knuckles
Why you asking do I love you?
Girl you worth the trouble
No lie, I’d get that on my motherfuckin' skin for you
Make you feel invincible
Make you feel a way you
You always say I’m unpredictable
Say I’m so ridiculous
Ain’t no getting rid of us
I just got you tatted on my skin so I can picture us
Picture this
She says I look famous
She says I’m craziest
Girl let’s get acquainted
If you tell me what your name is
I fuck around and get it
Tatted on me
Just another name I ain’t gotta explain
I fuck around and get it
Tatted on me
Ain’t nothing to me I got a hundred of these
I fuck around and get it
Tatted on me, on me
Fuck around and get it
Tatted on me, on me
Fuck around and get it
Tatted on me, on me
Fuck around and get it
Fuck around and get it
Ou oh oh
I had a little room on my sleeve and I thought you could fill the role
Story written my skin you the ending that I’m looking for
Tattoos on my chest, yeah
FUCK LIFE, what’s next, yeah
Covered up my exes [fuck 'em bitches]
Tatted Yung & Reckless
She says I look famous
She says I’m craziest
Girl let’s get acquainted
If you tell me what your name is
She says I look famous
She says I’m craziest
Girl let’s get acquainted
If you tell me what your name is
I fuck around and get it
Tatted on me
Just another name I ain’t gotta explain
I fuck around and get it
Tatted on me
Ain’t nothing to me I got a hundred of these
I fuck around and get it
Tatted on me, on me
Fuck around and get it
Tatted on me, on me
Fuck around and get it
Tatted on me, on me
Fuck around and get it
Fuck around and get it
Ou oh oh
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[Intro - Danielle Knoll]
I don’t wanna be your friend no more
I’ve been wonderin’ how my dress would look on your floor
I don’t wanna be your friend no more
I’ve been wonderin’ how my dress would look on your
Y-Y-Your-Your
[Verse One - Myer Clarity]
Spent my first love live from the friend zone
That's why my walls up and my rents low
She wanna take selfies, riding in the Benz tho
Couple these babies, she'll be dyin’ to let go
You just wanna get in trouble when we get home
Marijuana smoke fuckin’ with your head tho
I can tell by the studder in your lingo
Nothin’ clever, you ain't subtle, innuendos
And I'm nothing like them others dudes
[Danielle Adlib]
Nah Nah Nah
[Verse One - Myer Clarity]
They just steady tryna smother you
Girl we can fuck like we ain't in love and take drugs till we think we are
What you wanna do?
[Pre-Chorus - Danielle Knoll]
I don’t wanna be your friend no more
I’ve been wonderin’ how my dress would look on your floor
To be honest I’ve been waiting for
Waiting for you to tell me that
You don’t want us to just be friends no more
[Chorus - Instrumental]
[Four Bar Instrumental Break Down]
[Verse two - Myer Clarity]
Two AM, Why you at my door?
You won't find what you're lookin’ for
“Bad Girl” written all over your face
Invitation to make mistakes
Ayy, We ain't gotta sober up
Nicotine and Vino running through our blood
Girl next door here, better open up
*knock knock knock*
Told me she don’t wanna be
[Pre-Chorus - Danielle Knoll]
I don’t wanna be your friend no more
I’ve been wonderin’ how my dress would look on your floor
To be honest I’ve been waiting for
Waiting for you to tell me that
You don’t want us to just be friends no more
[Chorus - Instrumental]
[Bridge - Danielle Knoll]
N-n-n-no no no no oh oh
Don’t wanna be played like a fool, no
Baby, if you're down, then I'm down to get down
Don't make a sound, let's get out of this town
Ohh let's get out, don't think about it
‘Cause baby, I'm feeling you
Thinkin’ ‘bout what we could do
Don't wanna be played like a fool
[Myer Adlib]
Don’t play me like that
[Bridge - Danielle Knoll]
‘Cause I don't wanna be your friend no more
No ohh oh ohh
[Pre-Chorus - Danielle Knoll]
I don’t wanna be your friend no more
I’ve been wonderin’ how my dress would look on your floor
To be honest I’ve been waiting for
Waiting for you to tell me that
You don’t want us to just be friends no more
[Chorus - Instrumental]
[Outro - Danielle Knoll]
Cause I don’t wanna be
Don’t wanna be
Don’t wanna be your
Friend no more
[Outro - Myer Clarity]
Make Em Dance To This
Man, fuck this “friend zone” shit
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[Intro - Myer Clarity]
Ohh
What up y’all
It’s Myer Clarity
Haha
[Intro - Andrew Cameron]
AC, Clarity!
[Intro - Myer Clarity]
Andrew Cameron
What we gon’ tell ‘em man?
[Andrew Cameron]
Screamin’ at the top of my lungs
I’m not crazy
You can’t save me
You should know
Screaming at the top of my lungs
I’ll go higher
Start this riot
You should know
Screaming at the top of my lungs
[Verse One - Myer Clarity]
Hello?
Is this thing on? Can you hear me?
For my people in the front to the cheap seats
Do I gotta yell?
Do I gotta scream?
Ever since a pre-teen, I’ve been banging at the ceiling
Look at me now
Turn that beat loud
Back on my feet with your foot in your mouth
Got the world in my hands, won’t get it
City on fire and the weirdo set it
Pops told me don’t sweat it
Life tried to bring me down I won’t let it
Cold cold world, better bring that old sweater
And if death come-a-knocking tell it five more minutes
I can feel it
Travelled the road that’s less scenic
At the after life, I’m trying to pre-drink and I’m
[Chorus - Andrew Cameron]
Screamin’ at the top of my lungs
I’m not crazy
You can’t save me
You should know
Screaming at the top of my lungs
I’ll go higher
Start this riot
You should know
Screaming at the top of my lungs
[Adlibs - Andrew Cameron]
Yeah, so I’ma turn it up
Yeah, I’ma turn it up
Uh uh, not loud enough
Watch-watch me turn it up
Yeah, I’ma turn it up
Yeah, yeah, not loud enough so
I’ma turn it up
Screaming at the top of my lungs
[Verse Two - Myer Clarity]
I’ma wil’ out
Bring that bad little child out
I poked through, won’t pipe down
And the world wanna wear my smile down
Looking at life through a tv screen
Top of the game in these squeegee jeans
If we all went nuts, would you run with it?
You can have the world when I’m done with it
This for the nights that I spent in the park after dark drinking ol’ Milwaukee
On the bench, with the boys and a bag full of cold tall cans, bet we all get sloppy
Get em together, we ‘finna give em hell
That rebel up in me, you finna hear me yell
I never seen crazy do it so well
[Chorus - Andrew Cameron]
Screamin’ at the top of my lungs
I’m not crazy
You can’t save me
You should know
Screaming at the top of my lungs
I’ll go higher
Start this riot
You should know
Screaming at the top of my lungs
[Adlibs - Andrew Cameron]
Yeah, so I’ma turn it up
Yeah, I’ma turn it up
Uh uh, not loud enough
Watch-watch me turn it up
Yeah, I’ma turn it up
Yeah, yeah, not loud enough so
I’ma turn it up
Screaming at the top of my lungs
[Bridge - Andrew Cameron]
They say “Don’t come around”
They tryna keep me down
Sorry, I like it loud
Hey-ayy-ayy-ayy
No, I won’t walk your line
‘Cause I don’t got the time
Can’t hear you talk cause I’m
[Chorus - Andrew Cameron]
Screamin’ at the top of my lungs
I’m not crazy
You can’t save me
You should know
Screaming at the top of my lungs
I’ll go higher
Start this riot
You should know
Screaming at the top of my lungs
[Adlibs - Andrew Cameron]
Yeah, so I’ma turn it up
Yeah, I’ma turn it up
Uh uh, not loud enough
Watch-watch me turn it up
Yeah, I’ma turn it up
Yeah, yeah, not loud enough so
I’ma turn it up
Screaming at the top of my lungs
[Outro - Andrew Vocalizing]
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[Intro]
Yeah
I'm coming straight outta left field
[Verse One]
You ain't never seen shit like this
Spit like this
When I'm pissed like this
When I grip life's nipples and I twist like
“Shiiiiit”
My whole life I been shitted on
Spit it onto iPods, vent it all
Get it all out to the kids that on
The same type of shit I'm on
“Mom, please? Please? Can I go see the kid?”
I'm on top
Cranker it louder, bro
Yeah, that's how it goes
Watch ‘em wall flowers grow
Screamin’ out:
[Darcy]
"FUCK THIS GOD DAMN SHOW"
[Verse One]
I won't stop with these flows I drop
Made it quite clear, you don't want me poppin’
I been right here, better hold my spot
I don't hold my tongue, but I hold my cock
I'm the new name A&Rs wanna talk about
Still got small town dreams that I jotted down
In and out of meetings with no budget it
Fuck it, said “I’ma do it how I wanna”
*blow*
[Pre-Chorus]
Baby turn that radio down
I don't wanna think about how old I've become
I used to hear the jams
At the high school dance
And play the wall like
[Chorus]
Fuck this song!
Fuck this song, punk
Watchu looking’ at
Fuck this song!
Straight outta left field
Fuck this song
[Verse Two]
Look at him, look at me
Look at them, look at we
Buncha broke punks in the stairs smoking weed
From a sprite can
Cheap Bic in my right hand
Book of life on my night stand
They don't want radio hits
Caved in, I played 808s to get in
Been to meetings with labels, like daily, and they
Just want me to be Instagram famous, well, shit
Look, I'm making this hits for my home
Nobody been in my zone
Nobody feel like I feel
Well, I feel like I'm drifting alone
Still a certified underdog, give him a bone
I'ma be the one that blew the lid off the industry
Get at me
Make a fine dime offa artists, that's the model, A&Rs tryna sell the dream, fuck you
[Bridge]
Every time that I breath, you got your foot on my neck
You’ll find a million failures when you look for success
I wrote down everyone’s name across each bullet, who’s next?
So put the money in the bag!
[Pre-Chorus]
Baby turn that radio down
I don't wanna think about how old I've become
I used to hear the jams
At the high school dance
And play the wall like
[Chorus]
Fuck This Song
Take that suit off bitch
Hah, suck these socials motherfucker
Fuck This Song
Yeah, how’s this for a target audience?
Target these nuts, bitch
Hahahah
Fuck this song
[Interlude]
Man, this is something that
People will kill themselves over
And you out here
Fiddling with people lives, literally
And you on some close minded bullshit, fuck you!
[Ad-lib]
Fuck you!
[Verse Three]
And then I went pop in a year
God damn, and it's all been so weird
New town, jump start a career
Thinking all along, I just wanna sing along in the mirror
Man, I hate this shit
And these people fake as shit
They hate me for trying so hard, you ain't doing that, that's petty shit
Theres no underdogs, it's all who you know
Nepotism, truly though
Never forgive ‘em, you should know
This ain't the game that I used to know
What happened to the weirdos?
And the gym class zeroes?
And the awkward kids who turned all their shit into awesome hits
They ain't here, no
Now its all popularity
This a lot of talk for Clarity
This off the top, man, it had to be
I just had to vent
I just had to breath
I just had to leave
I just had to leave
Don't wait around for me
I'm gone I'm gone I'm gone
[Ad-lib]
I'm gone
[Outro]
Baby, turn that radio down
I don't wanna think about how jaded I've become
I used to hear the jams
At the High School dance
And play the wall like
“Yo, fuck this song.”
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8. |
12 Steps
04:21
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[Announcer]
Wanna hear some staggering statistics
The average age when kids start drinking alcohol
Is twelve and a half
Cause later, can be too late
[Chorus]
Every one step forward is 12 back
Every one night sober, there’s 12 smashed
You get one life, don’t you forget that
I hope that one day, I’ll get my breath back
[Verse One]
I been dreaming ‘bout this life since a young trouble maker
Only major difference ‘tween us I was dumb enough to chase it
Mr Young, Dumb & Wasted
Had my first 40 at fifteen, my friends watched it change him
Lost Myer in a Marijuana crossfire
High as a bitch, No drive, like a popped tire
Went from all nighters to Budweisers
Ask around, they all liars
No faith, my flow make God tired
I know, I know
Took a little time, I was moving real slow
Had a few bad habits that I couldn't let go
Now I'm back this year its a fuckin’ field goal
I'ma blow
I was always on some “Homie, you can knock it out tomorrow"
‘Till tomorrow started piling up, my yesterdays enormous
Every time I let me down, 7 years of hangovers
But we grow up, now I swear it, tomorrow never been closer
[Chorus]
Every one step forward is 12 back
Every one night sober, there’s 12 smashed
You get one life, don’t you forget that
I hope that one day, I’ll get my breath back
[Ad-lib: I get my breath back]
Every one step forward is 12 back
Every one night sober, there’s 12 smashed
You get one life, don’t you forget that
I hope that one day, I’ll get my breath back
[Verse Two]
I know, I know, I know
We ain't got no place to go
We don't wanna go home
Like our friends did
Poor a lil liquor out
Got it figured out
Beer belly stickin’ out
Feeling like it could have gone different
Driftin’ out with a ciggy in my wrinkled mouth
Man, there’s something I could drink about
Eighteen lost my homie, Nineteen lost my moms, think about it
I just need to drink about it
26 of Morgans, I just need to wrap my lips around it
Just don't feel the same way as how I used to feel about it
Now I'm sinking down in this depression
Reaching out while everybody kicks my fingers out and
Ohhh
What's another drop to a life time of no control?
You ain't gotta go home
If god called, would I check my phone?
[Ad-lib: Probably not]
[Chorus]
Every one step forward is 12 back
Every one night sober, there’s 12 smashed
You get one life, don’t you forget that
I hope that one day, I’ll get my breath back
[Ad-lib: I get my breath back]
Every one step forward is 12 back
Every one night sober, there’s 12 smashed
You get one life, don’t you forget that
I hope that one day, I’ll get my breath back
Nothing good
Nothing good
Nothing good about the last drop
[Outro - Yelawolf Interview]
I don’t expect people to watch this
And like
Go buy my album
Because I’m a role model for k-
I’m not that guy, man
I’m just
I’m just doing me, man
If I wanna drink, I’m gonna drink
Drinking is my vice
Y’know it’s like
I don’t act like I don’t drink
I don’t, like
There’s a lotta people out there
I believe, that like, are fake about who they are as alcoholics
And, yknow
Theres a lot of people that just won’t say it
For me I’m just like
Yeah, cool
I love to drink
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9. |
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[Verse One - Myer Clarity]
Thank god for rock bottom
Thank god for me falling down
Wasn't for all my problems
I'd have nothing left to talk about [Woop]
Live a life you would draw chalk around
High & reckless
Disrespect what the gods respected
I'm drunk, puking on the side of Sedgwick
Thank my friends for my alcoholism
Thank the scene, bet the outfit denim
Thank the drugs that went out then in him
Thank the world, I let my mouth offend em
Rolling with the world class humans though
From the 6 to Santa Cruz we go
Gimme room to grow
When you the smartest one in that room shouldn't be in that room no more
I'm the shit you found on reddit while you browsing high
Tryna make my instagram look like a fucking travel guide
Visit every city on the map while I'm allowed alive
Get loud at night
No photos, my demons are awful camera shy
Can't fly with eagles, sleep with pigeons
Messing with a hero but I chief with the villains
We finna flip it
Beats, finna kill ‘em
From Belize to the deep Philippines we gon’ get it
We gon’ eat in a minute
Every body on the god damn team really did it
No sleep for the kid
Shit I'll sleep when I'm six feet deep
‘Till then, man, the dreams what I'm living
[Chorus - Myer Clarity]
You ain't gotta go home but you can't stay here
This the after hours jam, ain’t no randoms in here
Oh dear, oh dear, I been there before
You try to sneak in through that side door
And if there's one thing that I know
It's that I know how to have a good time fo sho’
Get my back off the wall
Cigarettes & alcohol
Posted at this after hours
Yelling out I have it all
[Verse Two - T-Zank]
Every problem is what always keep me honest and progressin’
Often keep it to myself until I understand the lesson
Don’t know exactly what this life will bring but I’ll think against the odds
Like slots, even when I’m in regression
I’m - better than whatever that I thought I could
Elevatin’ everyday outta rut
Tryna renovate myself in search for brighter health
I just - fight and grind for that life that’s good
Tryna look higher up
Every time I take a step I take sec to catch my breath
And appreciate the days that I been given on this Earth
Only livin’ if I’m driven and I been that since birth
My dad taught me to trust my gut and show the world what I am worth
Now I work in different countries spreading love and selling merch
And everything I do for the family
The man in me’ll stand like a canopy
No words, no man ever damage me
I’m standin’ free and branch for the family tree
Handle these bills, whenever it’s real
I’m showin’ the skills, they catchin’ a feel
Nobody ever been tellin’ me nothing
I’m runnin’ the business and livin’ it here
Yeah
[Chorus - Myer Clarity]
You ain't gotta go home but you can't stay here
This the after hours jam, ain’t no randoms in here
Oh dear, oh dear, I been there before
You try to sneak in through that side door
And if there's one thing that I know
It's that I know how to have a good time fo sho’
Get my back off the wall
Cigarettes & alcohol
Posted at this after hours
Yelling out I have it all
[Verse Three = The TaykeOver]
See all of my friends are real losers
All of my friends are real boozers
All of my friends are real loners
All of my friends are real stoners
So please don’t condemn us or stone us
But if we are really loners then how can we ever be friends
Misery seems to love company
But is the company we keep just a means to an end?
I do not want this to end
I’m traveling end to end with all my friends from the ends
‘Up’ is where we always end
But ‘stuck’ is never a dead end
So
We keep on banging, we keep on mobbing
We keep on knocking till they let us in
If they do not lettuce like anti-vegan
Then they can never sweat us like a cardigan when we blow
Show after show
Have to show y’all why I deserve to be at the show so I show out
Everything’s a fucking go when I go out
Repping nothing but the “GO” when I go out
Hardly home, always repping
Two left feet but I’m always stepping
Into a big pair of shoes
I’m always hoping for the win but I’m prepared to lose
Like it’s big weight on my shoulder
Stuck between wall and a boulder
Pllus now our young days are over and we are now getting way older
We’ll never be great’s what they told us
But fuck it, they scared of we
We are not here for your charity
I’m with Myer, providing some clarity
Wow go and share it, please!
[Outro - Myer Clarity]
Yeah
It’s that 3 am Montreal shit
Ou that ain’t right
Yeah
You ain’t gotta go home but you can’t stay here, girl
I’d rather party all alone than to party in here, girl
I know you don’t
I know you don’t
I know you don’t really understand
I took my cape to the laundromat
Never ever ever ever got it back
I ain’t yo hero
I ain’t yo hero, girl, no - oh
I’d rather chill by myself
Than to be on the motherfucking top shelf
Yeah, Yeah
Yo this shits crazy
Man, I’m going to bed
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10. |
Nothing Lasts Forever
04:28
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[Chorus]
Hey
What you know
Nobody ever said the way was paved with gold
And if you knew
What I already know
I would never share my demons with you
‘Cause nothin' lasts forever
[Oh Oh Oh]
No, nothin’ lasts forever
[Oh Oh Oh]
I said, nothin’ lasts forever
[Oh Oh Oh]
Cause nothin’ lasts forever
You ready?
Let’s do this
[Verse One]
Huh
Nobody told me ‘bout them long nights
Nobody told me that it was alright
Since I was ye high
No one told me ‘bout them clouds and them grey skies
‘Bout the rain or showed me how to stay dry
Forget about it, I been dabbing at these same eyes
Half my dang life but I don't hate mine
Somebody tell me who the hell in charge here
I got a long list of complaints I been yelling in the wrong ears
[Chorus]
Hey
What you know
Nobody ever said the way was paved with gold
And if you knew
What I already know
I would never share my demons with you
‘Cause nothin' lasts forever
[Verse Two]
So what the hell am I to do?
Nobody told me how to survive the blues
If I was you, I’d get outta my shoes before they tied to you
It was me who told me I would beat Goliath
Eyin’ that mirror tryin’ to find the smile inside ya [Where you at?]
So this is for my 10 year old me
Once you do it, you do it and you won't ever go free, stupid
I been addicted to women, drinking, so many things
I think, maybe, I’m really addicted to my addictions
Nobody ever told me ‘bout the sacrifice
Nobody ever told me ‘bout the asking price
Maybe I wish nobody told me ‘bout this bottle
Sometimes I wish nobody out there told me ‘bout this genre
‘Cause this is nothing but a heart ache
Stuck between Rock ’n Roll and a hard place, for God sakes
Nobody told me how to win against a million
Now I’m grinnin’
Nobody had to, it was fate, I’m feeling like
[Chorus]
Hey
What you know [Whatchu know]
Nobody ever said the way was paved with gold
And if you knew
What I already know [What I already know]
I would never share my demons with you
‘Cause nothin' lasts forever
[Oh Oh Oh]
No, nothin’ lasts forever
[Oh Oh Oh]
I said, nothin’ lasts forever
[Oh Oh Oh]
Cause nothin’ lasts forever
[Bridge]
Hush little baby, don't you cry
Daddy gonna buy you a brand new life
A house on the hill, on a mountain, high
So go ahead and kiss that old life goodbye
Hush little baby, don't you cry
Daddy gonna buy you a brand new life
A house on the hill, on a mountain, high
The Paper Bag Prince here to say goodnight
[Chorus]
Hey
What you know
Nobody ever said the way was paved with gold
And if you knew [If you knew]
What I already know [What I already know]
I would never share my demons with you
‘Cause nothin' lasts forever
[Oh Oh Oh]
No, nothin’ lasts forever
[Oh Oh Oh]
I said, nothin’ lasts forever
[Oh Oh Oh]
Cause nothin’ lasts forever
[Guitar Solo]
[Outro - Whistling]
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Myer Clarity Toronto, Ontario
Myer Clarity, 27, is a Toronto based multi-genre producer, songwriter and internationally touring hip hop artist with 4 self- produced albums under his belt. His unique blend of jazz piano, grunge and hip hop combined with his authentic sad raspy story telling has gained him a dedicated fanbase of likeminded moody listeners from all corners of the world. ... more
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